Saturday, March 14, 2009

Memories about You

3/12/09
Do you notice that we have too many memories?!?
Oh my goodness…too many!
Let’s list a few!
It will take hours!

All the dances
And the sleepovers
Youth conference
Do I need to say more?!

“We broke the bed!”
“We are dead!”
“Auburn, Ang, and St”
“Hot Guy and NO”

Did you not get that?!?!
NO=noah= BIG NO!!
Wow we were smart!
We thought they were good!

Man were we ever!
Wow…the room!
And the times you talk to him…
And HIS dreams… EWW

“My name is Ann and I’m Walking”
“I’m walking and my name is Ann”
“Do you have the GENIE?!?”
“No, but I have Dopey and the pumpkin!”

“It’s a girls night….with Brent!”
“Look at them Stallions”
“It’s COLD!!!”
We covered up and cuddled!!

And of course I can’t forget
All the church activities!
Man we have soo many
Inside jokes!! LOL

HERE...or not?

3/12/09
Are you here?!?
Nope…all I can see is your bug.
Amd soon that will be gone.
I hope its in great hands.

I’m sure it is.
I have no doubt
Your sister seems really nice.
She reminds me of you

I mean the little things I notice
Her attitude
Her phrases
And most of all her looks

When I look at her
I wonder how she looks into the mirror
I would think she would remember you
I wish I could see you right now.

No more drama…
No more guy problems…
You and Chad together…
FOREVER!!

my poems...

3/12/09
I wanna cry, but I have feelings on paper.
I only write if I feel something toward a topic.
My family and friends know that.
I have a ton of poems by now…

About love…
About sisterhood…
About everyday life…
And most of all…missing someone so dear.

memories...

3/12/09
Do you remember all the days in seminary?
I know I sure do!
The way you came in with a smile and
The way you pay attention.

I remember all of the days.
I love all the times where you were open
You really did open up
And that means a lot to me

All of the secrets between us,
Will never leave my lips
And stay within my heart.
I will keep our memories stored.

Do you remember the day when it ALL started?
All of the drama…I thank you tons!!
I really owe you a lot!
I don’t know how I can repay you!

Chad Roberts… I love that kid!
He’s taking it really hard.
He needs a lot of comfort
And his true friends by his side.

I know you want him to have friends still.
I know you loved him so.
All the nights you two spent together…
That must be a lot of memories!

Well... I know you are making sure
He’s fine and safe.
I know everyone…your family
And friends know that you are in a better place.

Girl, I’ll try to be strong,
And keep moving forward with ALL
Of our memories in my heart.
Have a great time and “shine”

you...

3/12/09
You make me smile.
You make me laugh
I know we weren’t perfect,
But we were like sisters.

We wanted to hang out more
I know we would have
And I know your soul was pure.
I know that you are far away.

I can not focus in class
Knowing you are gone.
I know I need to smile
And be strong.

You were great and touched many lives
You are loved in many ways
And I will someday see you again
I just gotta move forward.

You are in my heart now and forever
You have inspired me to do poetry again.
I love you chica
See ya later!

your mom's birthday

3/12/09
Yesterday was your mom’s birthday
Casey and I went over there to visit for 2 hours
I met your sister
She looks almost exactly like you.

I love that poem that you wrote about your mom.
That makes her so glad that you love her so.
I have known that you love Tom
And they found the letter that was going to Tom.

You’re my idol
You’re my angel
You were the reason I woke up in the morning.
I knew I could trust you with “anything and everything.”

I love you girl!

Omgsh why you still gone?

3/12/09
Megan, why?
I ask you why you are gone,
I miss you, sister!
And you have no idea how much.

I go by where you lay now,
When we drive by.
I just wanna cry like that day,
That we gathered there last.

And in seminary,
We talk about all the good things about you
And I miss you there too!
We used to have a lot of fun!

I remember that Friday morning in seminary.
We never got to play our game to review.
We just talked about Luke chapter 9.
“God doesn’t destroy lives, he saves them.”

There are many more things I love about you,
But I will stop now.
Just know…I love you sister.
I told you anything and everything.

Monday, March 2, 2009

my weekend!

my weekend was awesome! On Friday, i stayed home babysitting my little brother and sister! :) On saturday i went out and got some new cleats and a new softball bag...we went home and my parents shoveled the snow! there was sure a whole lot of it! My parents and i went to pick up casey to take us to a leaders house and get our hair and make-up done! It was so much fun! I looked really good.... then off to the dance! i saw Joey Allison again! its been awhile since ive seen him... when you get aubrey, him, and me together we have a great time and have so many inside jokes. We seriously had fun! Then sunday was church and we had a couple of people over for dinner!